So it is official I am getting divorced on Tuesday, 2 September 2008.
I was married on 2 Jan 1998.
So that is 10 years 8 months to the day.
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I have conflicting feelings about this:
- Sadness
- Relief
- Guilt
- Like a failure
- Embarrassment
- Inadequacy
- Defeat
- Exhaustion
- Hope
- Used
- Optimism
- Trepidation
- Damaged
- Fear
- Old
- Defiance
- Uncertainty
- Peace
- Surrender
- Resolve
- Courage
Sadly it had to happen, and I have to move on now, and be myself. By myself.
After all my life motto is:
"This above all else to thine own self be true"
A new start, in a new season. Spring.
I can understand how you are feeling perfectly. It's the start of bigger and better things to come. I will be thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteThat's big news! Good luck
ReplyDeleteI'm here for you Jane. I know it hasn't be easy. HUGS
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