Thinking & Feeling

“The world is a tragedy to those who feel, but a comedy to those who think.” Horace Walpole

Sunday, 16 August 2009

I feel wanted, I feel desired

in a way I don't think I have ever felt.

I have loved - at times deeply - and I have felt loved to a degree a few times along the way. But no one has ever made me feel wanted, or desired or REALLY loved. Like I am enough.

Depeche Mode - I feel loved

It's the dark night of my soul

And temptations taking hold
But through the pain and the suffering

Through the heartache and trembling

I feel loved

I feel loved

As the darkness closes in

In my head I hear whispering

Questioning and beckoning

But I'm not taken in

I feel loved
I feel loved

From the depths of my emptiness

Comes a feeling of inner bliss

I feel wanted, I feel desired
I can feel my soul on fire

I feel loved
I feel loved

It is hard to contain this feeling. It wells up in me and wants to spill out. It makes me want to touch and feel and frolic and sigh. It makes me think things I shouldn't.

I had a very vivid premonition 3 times this week-end. I am not saying anything about it, but I am recording this here because one day I am going to come back and refer to it.

For now I am not letting fear hold me back.

I feel loved. and. I feel love.



    Am SOOO happy for you my friend!

  2. Oh Jane that is wonderful - you give me hope! :))

    You sound happy! I'm pleased for you and it must be such an amazing feeling be loved!

  3. so very cool!! I'm so happy for you :)))

  4. yipee beautiful Jane you deserve so much happiness my friend. I am so glad you found someone to treasure you for the lovely lady that you are.

  5. goosebumps. tears.

    more goosebumps and more tears.


    oooh and aah. and a little giggle.

    big smooch.

  6. Yeah Jane, am so Happy for you.
    He better look after that precious heart of yours or else he has your whole blog followers to deal with, starting with me!
    Awesome. You-Go-Girl!